I feel alone...

every time i go to a chat
im alone
there all busy with eachother
i get it
i shouldent be so selfish

everytime i blog
i feel like no one
will read this,..
why should they

i keep leaving, why would they want to stick around to support a lost cause...

feel fat
depressed
not weighing myself today
i think... idk

friend called me fat yesterday
sure he was joking... but all
jokes a merged from the truth

I wont eat today...
I wont, I cant...

im hurting
n im all alone in this...

Don't eat... Ur destine to fail...