me you would be able to hear how
obnoxiously loud my tummy is lool
you'r right, I should eat something
nope! not till I see 133. and today
I saw 137... I realize I gain 3lbs
due to my lady day's so technically
I'm 134/135 but I dont care, 137
looks bad on me as it does on the
scale. anyways just a heads up!
might not be able to blog for a while
due to my internet is out. I'm bbysittin
atm witch is why I have internet access
havent eaten all day, wow 2 days in a
row, no food! :] Makes me feel good
but it sucks that I have to go for
sushi tomorrow... maybe I can
find some that doesent have rice
idk I'll figure it out.
had to lie to my boyfriend today
"what did you eat?"
'soup, veggies, the works' (Reality: 5 tea's, and water)
it shut him right up.
sucks hes coming to my house sunday
so idk if I can lie much then since he
will see all that I consume.
so sat and sunday i hope to stay under 500 cals.
then monday its back to tea tea tea watttter
make my tummy shut up
guess I'll sip on my coke
zero... that should be do
the trick. for now that is.
i love you all soo much
and all your support! your comments really make my day :]
Per Essere Slanciata: i love veggie rolls, but your right about the rice. i'll have to scope out other options on the menu
Bella: I'm still feeling really sick but getting better. had to take lots of meds. and usually i binge when im sick, not this time tho. i like it :] and i know he wants to help, but i need this. dont we all? lol
PS: my new weigh in is for the 30th! goal is to be 130 by then. or less.
hoping to fast monday-friday. or just cleanse.
when I'm skinny
I'll stop hating myself