Saturday, July 30, 2011

Try Harder!

I dont know what to tell you guys
I feel like I weigh 300 lbs and I
have realized 114 might not cut it
111 that is my new number, to me
it seems perfect... but im not...

I'm under 138 thats all I know
thats all I'm going to say, and I
will update you on weds, the day
I go to the beach... my fam sucks

i always thought food is the one
thing i have control over in my
life... but my family will litraly
shove it down your throat...
I hate it here! I wana go home
and not be moniterd all the time

no more carbs
not for the rest
of the summer.
by that i mean
no pasta, bread
nope nope nope


I'm so done with this
I will have control &
they cant stop me!

133 is the goal for Wednesday
Beach day! 125 before I leave
to my cottage at the end of August

might not respond to ur comments
cuz my internet here is shit, sorry!
I promise I will check out ur blogs
and comments when I get home!
Monnnday is the day! hehe <3

hate my lady days tho... ughhh

I will be perfect
& no one will stand in my way

Can't wait for the gym to open btw!


  1. I hate being away from home and have people shoving food at me. It's like, "Go away!"

    I hate how everything with friends/family seems to revolve around food.

  2. you're perfect, believe in it.

    By the way, I really like your style, it's unique and I read your blog so often and I just wonder..if we could follow each other.. But even if your answer is “no” I’ll be still your reader ♥ I know what is ED because I had it some time ago. Now I'm fat. So please, follow me because I need some motivation to loose weight!

    with love,