2 post in 2 days!
omg yay!... soo
i feel like crap...
today i weighd in at 140.4
so less then yesterday...
but its not good enough...
today i consumed about 1100 cals...
ughh the extra 100 pissed me off..
stupid peanutbutter... i chewed on some
jubjubes making sure not to swallow
just get the tast. then id spit them all out
so i thought that was good...
but just... ughhhh 1100???
thats just as bad as saying 2000!
are you kidding me!
how could i just let myself do that
i wanted to puke
n i didnt...
cuz I mad a promise.
tomorow i have tutoring
less time spent at home
the better... gonna try
for 300, possibly 500
n i might workout.. idk
138 by saturday...
I can do this... I can
i know i can...
tryed on my one Victoria's secret swim suit today
I almost vomited at the sight of my unflattering figure...
138 it will look better. 130 will look good.
120 almost there, 114, perfect. almost perfect...
is anyone out there?
i need someone.
i need support.
can i do it?
I will be posting pics at 135 or 130