I can, & I will

kay so
i get it
i keep doing
this to myself
and im the only
on who has control
over what i do
what i eat
how i

deal with things

so
finally
today i am
starting a liquid
fast/cleanse
Mikey wont stop me
my fam wont stop me
the only persone who will
stop me is me!

unlucky me
thursday
i have to
go out
for
dinner
for my grams
birthday, fml

its a bbq place to
soo im going to reasearch
the most low cal meal ever
no carbs at all

maybe ill just have a salad
but they will ask and force
things on me... hope
the cake is chocolate
since im allergic
and wont have
any...

least i can fast till then
liquids, so smoothies and what not are great!
any low cal drinks or no cal drinks
i should know about? haha

;]

well I have realized
maybe i will be 130
for valentines day...
not 125... unlucky me

but i did this to myself
so its my own fault
been watching
b4 n after
thinspo
i want
to be
them...

i will be like that
i will be skinny!
i will be perfect

ill update my weight
on vday ;]

why is this vid soo entertaining?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T6j4f8cHBIM

soo hope ur all doing amazing!
i love you guys
and i love
knowing
i have your
love and support :]

but i hate failing you...
this time i wont
i promise

Replies:
Iceteajunkie: I'm better now, specialy since i keep hitting rockbottom. Every time i hit, i get the strength to get back up :]
Stillimagining: Deffinatly, and if i make smoothies they will be under 100cals still. thanks so much for the love and support darling. and the tips. hope your doing alright! 

stay beautiful ;]